dear diary,

I HAVE A JOB NOW!!!
actually, i don't know yet... i'm not done with the medical and requirements...
but i already signed the contract.

YEY ME!

well... i'm happy because after 2 mos and 15(?!) days of being unemployed, bum and broke... i will be doing something productive and i'm earning na ulet!

no more semi-parinig from parents... hehe

best part: no more interviews! yesss!

but i'm not really excited... it is not THE dream job... though, compensation wise, it is really good and it is a prominent company as well. i think, ok naman ung people that i will be working with. but it is still not the DREAM JOB i was aiming for.

oh well... you can never have it all.

but i'm really grateful.
another chance to learn.
thank You.

i'm finally realizing the aftermath of my decision.
im realizing the result of taking that risk

too much impulsiveness...
too much idealism...
too much pride.

i took the risk...
when will i get the biscuit?

im giving up for that one job im reserving myself for.
goodbye dream job... hello real world.
may be it is not bound to happen.

they viewed my resume once,
and i sent my resume online twice.
still no word from them.
under consideration nila - 11.
and my name is not on the list.
ahay. :(

gising na issa.
hindi madali mabuhay

hindi enough ung pag tatake ng risk to get that biscuit...
kelangan ko na mag bake... habang kumakanta ng the climb. hehe

dito ako nagsusulat kung nalulungkot ako,
galet,
wala sa mood,
nawawalan ng pag-asa,
nasisiraan ng bait ?!,
nasisiraan ng loob...

kasi walang ngbabasa dito...
kasi walang nagcocomment...
kasi wala lang :)

kaya salamat blog.
nakaka-awa ka kasi eh...
puro sama lang ng loob binibigay ko sayo.
hehe :P